Romantic Suspense

He Kills Me, He Kills Me Not

Deadly Witness

 

Paranormal Romance

The Veridian Mist

The Amaranthine Portal

The Awakening

Kiss Me, Kill Me

 

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by Lena Diaz

Excerpt...

Evil, pure and malevolent, sat in a chair two tables away sawing on a rare New York Strip, blood oozing into a puddle on his plate.

Madison Kendal shoved an unruly curl out of her eyes and studied him, unable to suppress the shudder of revulsion that rippled down her spine when his cold black eyes met hers. She averted her gaze and looked down at her much more affordable, and more well-done meal of chicken fingers and fries. As hungry as she was, she couldn’t eat any more, not with the choking malevolence that tightened her chest and coiled her stomach into a knot.

To everyone else in one of Savannah’s most popular River Street restaurants, the blonde man in his Navy blue suit probably looked like a handsome, sophisticated gentleman. Harmless.
She knew better.

Even though they’d never met, she could read the blonde man’s emotions and desires with ease. Not that she wanted to. Sometimes being an empath really sucked.

When he’d come into the restaurant and sat down ten feet away from her, she’d been swamped with the sense of evil he projected. She’d immediately thrown up a mental shield, but instead of completely blocking his emotions, the shield only dampened them. She was torn between the desire to flee the choking dark cloud that surrounded him and the compelling, overwhelming curiosity that kept her sitting in her seat pretending to eat her meal.

The energies flowing off him were so unique, so different than anything she’d experienced. If it weren’t so absurd, she’d swear he wasn’t…human.

Shaking her head at her ridiculous thoughts, she picked up a greasy fry and swirled it in her ketchup, then glanced at the waitress who stopped next to her table and placed a bottle of wine and a wine glass beside her plate.

“The gentleman over there,” the waitress said, pointing toward the source of Madison’s discomfort, “sent this wine. He asked me to tell you his name is Brutus and that he would enjoy your company if you’d like to join him at his table.”

Join him? She felt her eyes widen as she glanced at him, then her stomach coiled tighter and she gagged, then coughed to hide her reaction.

From the bright red spots that appeared on his cheeks she knew he’d caught her reaction and understood the significance. She politely refused the wine and the waitress took it back to his table. He stiffly nodded and gave her a tight smile, a cruel tilt of his lips that had nothing to do with amusement.

A wave of hot fury blasted her and she reeled at the violence of his emotions. She desperately tried to erect a stronger mental shield to block him out, but like an insidious disease, the evil leaked around the edges, battering at her defenses.

Curiosity turned to fear as she struggled against the malevolence that was literally making her ill. Clutching her roiling stomach, she looked toward the exit. Twenty feet. Could she make it? Her legs were shaking so much she doubted her ability to stand and the pounding pressure in her head was nearly unbearable.

She had to leave. Now.

Clutching her frayed purse in one hand she pressed her other hand against the table to use the leverage to try to stand, but she paused when a movement caught her attention. Brutus pushed back from his table and stood. He was much taller and brawnier than she’d realized and she shrank back in her chair, frozen in place by the raw evil that blanketed her as he approached her table.

But instead of stopping, he headed out the door without once looking in her direction. Through the plate glass windows at the front of the restaurant she watched a black stretch limousine pull up to the curb. The driver jumped out of the car and hurried to open the rear door for Brutus.

When the car pulled away from the curb, it was as if someone flipped a switch. The oppressive black cloud of emotion dissipated and the pressure in Madison’s head evaporated as if it had never existed.

Relief nearly swamped her as she lifted a shaky hand to her hair and pushed it out of her face. She took her cloth napkin and dampened it in her water glass then pressed it to her forehead and cheeks, grateful the pounding headache was gone and the tight pressure in her chest had eased.

“Ma’am, are you okay?”

Madison lifted the napkin off her face. The waitress was bending over her table giving her a quizzical look. “Are you okay? You’re really pale.”

“Yes, yes I’m fine now,” Madison answered. “I had a headache, but,” she glanced toward the door to assure herself that Brutus had really left, “it’s gone now. Thank you.”

The waitress didn’t look like she believed her but she accepted her explanation with a nod and pointed at her half-eaten meal. “Are you finished with that?”

“Yes.” She should ask for a to-go box. There was next to nothing to eat at her apartment, but just the thought of looking at it again made her stomach protest. She doubted she’d ever be able to step inside this restaurant again, not that she should have in the first place. She certainly couldn’t afford it, even the kid’s menu.

The waitress cleared her food and left a bill. Madison reached into her purse and counted out the exact amount of money necessary. Guilt gnawed at her as she debated whether to leave a tip. A year ago she would have plopped down a hundred dollar bill without a second thought. Today, every dollar was precious but she recognized that worn-down bone weary look the waitress wore when she cleared her table. Madison saw that same look every night in the mirror before she went to bed.

Sighing, she reached into her purse and pulled out her last beaded butterfly pin and placed it on top of the red tablecloth. It wasn’t worth much, but it was pretty. Maybe the waitress would find some joy out of it, wear it some time to a party. It was the last piece of costume jewelry Madison had. Everything of real value had been pawned one by one over the past few months just so she could survive.

Butterflies had been her mother’s favorite and she’d given Madison a butterfly pin on every single one of her birthdays, including her last one, her thirtieth. She rubbed her hand across the delicate wings, then closed her purse. The days of money and luxuries were long gone. Holding on to any mementos from that time was a waste of emotion. She should have gotten rid of that butterfly pin long before now.

She stood, then paused as a ripple of sensation coursed through her. For a brief moment, panic seized her and she looked from table to table, afraid that Brutus had come back, but she quickly discarded that thought. The emotions swamping her now were nothing like what she’d felt earlier. Although powerful, nearly overwhelming, there was no evil in them. Only heat, and…pleasure.

Then she saw him, sitting in a darkened corner of the restaurant. Although she couldn’t see his eyes she knew, with absolute certainty, that he was watching her. He slowly stood then wove his way through the maze of tables toward her. His wavy blue-black hair brushed the collar of the long black trench coat he wore in deference to the chilly October weather. The coat was hanging open and revealed tight black leather pants and a skin hugging black t-shirt beneath it.

A delicious heat rushed through her veins and a ravenous hunger gnawed at her belly that had nothing to do with food as he moved toward her with the strength and grace of a wild panther, watching her intently as he approached her table.

Women turned to watch as he passed but his gaze remained on Madison. When he was only a few feet away he nodded, a barely perceptible movement of his head that conveyed both approval and an acknowledgement of the heat that sizzled between them.

Shaken at the raw power and appeal in that one look and frightened by the intensity of the emotions he was projecting toward her, not to mention her own equally intense emotions, she turned and ran from the restaurant.

He didn’t try to stop her and she wasn’t sure if she was disappointed or relieved.

After the craziness this evening, she’d been too edgy, too nervous to walk home like she normally did and her meager finances meant she couldn’t afford a cab.

Instead, she sweet talked a trolley driver into letting her bum a free ride on the last leg of his tour and now she was hurrying down the last few side streets in a hurry to get to her apartment.

She still didn’t know what had happened tonight. It was like her empathic abilities had short circuited and gone totally out of her control. She didn’t trust anything she was feeling and she’d thrown up her mental block just to preserve what sanity she had left.

After a quick glance around to assure herself no one was near her, she ducked into the alley that ran behind the apartment building where she lived.

Her efficiency apartment was nothing more than an in-law suite off one of the regular apartments. The owner had walled in the door that connected it to the original apartment, and created a new exterior entrance that opened into the alley.

Madison thought the owner probably intended her efficiency to house the apartment building manager, but instead, the manager had allotted himself the largest apartment in the building and had rented out the efficiency to her.

She didn’t mind. The rent was far cheaper than anything else in the historic district and gave her access to plenty of odd jobs, like running errands for bed and breakfast owners on behalf of their clients, or weeding and caring for the numerous courtyard gardens in the district. She even worked in the cemeteries on occasion, picking up trash or pulling weeds, whatever was needed.

As long as she didn’t mind getting dirty, she could always find something to do for a few dollars. No employment forms to fill out, no social security number to provide, no paper trail for her enemies to trace back to her.

A quick glance around the alley assured her she was alone, but it didn’t hurt to be careful so she dug into the outside flap of her purse and pulled out her tiny can of pepper spray. It had cost her four dollars and seventy-five cents, an expense she could hardly afford but she had to have something for protection. Guns scared her and at five foot one with no formal self-defense training, her choices were limited to running like hell, her personal favorite, and pepper spray.

Up ahead, her forest green door with its peeling paint and bright brass deadbolt beckoned as never before, filling her with anticipation instead of the usual depression.

Passing her pepper spray to her left hand, she grabbed her key out of her purse.

She cried out in surprise when someone yanked her long curly hair then shoved her against the door, pressing her right cheek painfully hard against the rough wood. She bucked against the hand holding her and tried to press the release on the pepper spray but her attacker twisted her left wrist behind her, wrenching it up between her shoulder blades until she whimpered from the pressure.

“Drop it or I’ll break your arm, little darlin’.”

Her stomach jumped as she recognized the same pervasive sense of evil she felt back at the restaurant and knew her attacker was the blonde man, Brutus. Obviously her attempts to erect a better mental block had succeeded because she hadn’t sensed him at all until her fear brought the barrier crashing down and the fog of evil engulfed her.

Before she could stop it another whimper escaped between her clenched teeth.

He shoved her arm higher until she thought it would pop out of its socket and she cried out, dropping the pepper spray from her numbed fingers.

Immediately the pressure on her arm eased. “That’s a good girl. Now why don’t we open this door and get you inside out of the cold air. Brutus will warm you up real good, from the inside out.” He chuckled.

She wiggled against his hold and kicked out with her left foot, pleased when her sneaker made solid contact with his shin. “Shit,” he gritted out, then hauled her roughly against him, his left arm wrapped around her waist and his right one twisted in her hair so that her head was forced backward. “Try that again and I’ll gut you like a fish. Did you think you could treat me like some commoner and get away with it? Now open the damn door or I’ll take you right here.”

Commoner? What century did he live in? The sickeningly sweet smell of wine on his breath suddenly assailed her and made her gag.

Brutus shook her like a ragdoll. “Open the door. Now.”

He shoved her forward and she fell against the door, banging her chin and snapping her teeth together on her tongue. The metallic taste of blood filled her mouth and before she could take advantage of her moment of freedom he grabbed a fistful of her hair, letting her know she was still at his mercy. He was too strong and she didn’t doubt for a second he could and would hurt her if she didn’t do what he said.

She wasn’t a fool either. She knew he would try to hurt her once they were inside, but it was her territory. She knew where everything was. Somehow she would protect herself. She had to. There was no other choice because even if she could stand the feel of his body on hers, she wasn’t sure her mind could withstand the proximity of all that evil. Even now, it was swamping her senses, making her weak with fear.

Her hands shaking, she fumbled with the key, struggling to fit it into the lock. Brutus finally grabbed the key from her and unlocked the door himself. Then he twisted the doorknob, pushed open the door and used the hand in her hair to shove her inside.

She stumbled and fell to her knees, sliding across the cheap, low-pile carpet. Clenching her teeth against the pain as the sandpapery rug burned her skin through a hole in her worn out jeans, she scrambled to her feet and ran toward the right corner of the apartment, the tiny alcove she called a kitchen.

In the darkness, she hoped she could get a knife before his eyes adjusted and he realized what she was doing. He was enormous but with luck and surprise on her side, maybe she’d be able to wound him enough to give her a head start. She was a fast runner. His legs were much longer than hers, but he was far heavier and that would slow him down.

The only light in the tiny apartment blinked to life as Brutus found the wall switch. She heard the door slam shut and she frantically clawed at a drawer. She yanked it open then fumbled inside for a knife.

Her shaking fingers wrapped around the wooden handle and she lifted it up, then whirled around to face her attacker.

He wasn’t there.

Instead, he was lying face down, unconscious, on the oatmeal colored carpet just inside the door. The dark haired man she’d run from back at the restaurant was standing over Brutus. He stared at her as his hand caressed the hilt of a lethal looking sword.


 

 




 



 

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